college confession

I’d appreciate it if I recieved help here okay?

Okay. So I’ve been enrolled in college for a while now. I started last fall, and things went downhill fast.

My first class was in the summer, online. It was an introduction to college course.

It’s really easy, but I literally didn’t do anything on there. Online classes are not for me.

Then in the fall.

I took english in the evening. I begun to skip classes for english because I forgot to do a homework assignment. Soon, it all piled up to the point where I didn’t show up or had to make excuses to my mom on why I didn’t have to go.

Psych was the same thing. I went to each class but stopped doing the work, causing me to eventually skip.

History was a bit different.

I went to every class, but never did the essays. The essays were assigned each month, and were counted as a grade since my history teacher didn’t give out homework or tests.

so I basically flunked all three classes in the fall.

I decided to take English again, this time around twelve in the afternoon.

I kept skipping because I forgot to bring my book and homework.

Now, here we are again. summer classes for the same English.

I’ve gone to a few classes, but stopped immediately after I didn’t do my essay.

I’m failing again.

My mom took the online class for introduction to college for me during the spring so I can get my gpa thing straightened out.

And my financial aid is gone because of my failings.

I haven’t told my mother this at all because I’ve already failed and I’m lying to her enough, saying that I’m passing this class.

What do I do?

Please, help me.

I don’t want to end up dropping out.

I want to do better and I want to get my education.

Please help.